People Are Weird

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Got told to come here so it doesn't expire. Keep coming back for some reason, probably because I want to see the vague progression of my emotions of a year.

I am okay I guess. I got happy for a while then I got a little miserable then I got happy and now I'm middling.

Girls are far away or otherwise uninterested/uninteresting. Gave up on THAT one, for the better. She found someone and then that someone went and crushed her two weeks later, fuckhead. She is my bestest friend though and I love her to bits, its pretty great. Just have to decide what I want to do with my life now. I think I failed schooling.

I might move cities next year. That's scary. Mostly beacuse I have to leave her and she's one of the only people I trust. Uh.

Life.

It's shit.

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November 17th 2011 @ 13:36

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oooo

everything is fucking dumb and i don't want to kill myself i never want to kill myself but whatever i'm so lonely but i can't tell anyone because it always appears i'm just being an attention seeking loser and i am pretty sure i just revealed to my best friend today that i'm depressed but i think she mistook my response to her after she seemed a little apathetic. i guess i shouldn't make jokes about how people feel. i want to apologise but then i'm kind of just... saying sorry for being depressed? i don't fucking know. ugh. i wish she would just talk to me properly, about our emotions. she never does. she avoids it. she'll tell other people but not me. i wonder why. i think she hates me.

i love her. she's my best friend/

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September 22nd 2011 @ 15:07

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friensd

i'm crying onto a piece of paper in a book that i drew on, it has the words "<myname>xoxo, with friends". and I am crying because i have no friends. and because i am lonely. and because i hate myself. is that irony. i think it might be.

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September 22nd 2011 @ 14:55

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lol

she talked to me today and apologised for not talking yesterday, whoa. do you read this ejournal?

anyway i'm happy again. all it takes is a small conversation. crazy.

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September 7th 2011 @ 14:46

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mmmmmm

i'm misery againnnnn

she's taken an interest to this guy and he to her and ughhh. 1) i'm a little jealous, but that's just to be expected/can't do anything about. 2) she has stopped talking to me as much. we used to talk everyday and now its way rarer. barely spoken to her in days. she treats me differently too. its always 'whats up BRO' and ughh its killing me. 3) he's a really nice guy but it seems like he's such a suck up and i hate suck ups 'cause its just not being yourself so someone will like you and uhhhh

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September 7th 2011 @ 11:04

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also lol but less lol

i still have a crush on my best friend and we're pretty tight these days, but i can't know/predict her feelings towards me at all. its way too risky to outwardly try and start a relationship with her, or even ask her out on a date, her friendship is actually one of the coolest things about my life right now. i am enjoying life and i dunno, i'd be actually emo and lonely without her friendship. i sound gushy. soz.

edit: okay emo is OTT but you know. I'd be WAY embarrased if she/anyone else found this

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August 16th 2011 @ 20:30

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HAHAHAHAHAH

My exgirlfriend (who I haven't seen in 8 months/deleted from my life) is 7 weeks pregnant. LOL.

FUCKING LOL

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August 16th 2011 @ 20:26

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I got told ot post here otherwise it'd become inactive

Hi.

She's my best friend. For sure. She's pretty well amazing. I'm really really glad she's my friend.

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August 9th 2011 @ 19:36

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Future Life

I don't want to leave my town. I love my friends, or some of them at least. They mean a whole fucking lot to me. Even if one of them has moved away, and another I barely ever see... crap I barely see any of my friends. Except one. Maybe.

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June 15th 2011 @ 15:27

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